bf troubles

I've been thinking about me and my boyfriend. Lately, whenever I'm with him I end up feeling terribly uninterested. This time I started off happy to see him and then he just slept and slept and stared at me and slept some more. And I just fuckin wanted him to go away >:I
But then he got up and actually started doing something. More importantly he left me alone. Now, I feel great! I'm sitting in my room. It's quiet. There's not another person taking up space, getting in my way. I just hope it lasts.

I don't know what it is. I don't really feel like being around him, or if I do then it's when his attention isn't on me. I guess, I just don't really feel very comfortable when he's paying attention to me. I don't know why. Plus, he's never any fun to talk to anymore.

It's so weird...... I've just got no idea what to think about all this or how to make sense of it.