finally broke up

I finally broke up with him like I've been writing about. It was about 45 minutes ago. I don't know how to feel about it. Right now I don't feel much of anything. I'm sure when my mother finds out I'll be forced to have an emotion. But for the moment I'm not sure that it's really sunk in.

I won't see Dustin again.

Even typing that sentence didn't bring about anything. Maybe it's just that I've been tied up in knots for days now, trying to figure out how to do it. Now it's done.

I gotta figure out what to tell my mother. She's gonna ask why, obviously. I guess I'll just tell her the truth; I did it because I've been freaking out over it for days and I needed to get it off my chest. And then I'll plead with her to not be angry with me (she threw a huge fit over my last break up).