Magnificent Thoughts

Boyfriend...

We have done a lot for each other during our time together. We've had each other's backs and genuinely cared about one another. But things just don't seem right anymore. It doesn't feel like it used to. And I think I know what it is.

We're not really friends anymore. The whole friendship factor in our relationship has disappeared. This was the basis of my romantic feelings toward you; without it, there is no romance. I don't know what's going to happen to us, but you need to grow up and start getting used to the idea that things don't always work out.

Before I go any further, don't you start threatening me with suicide! That is incredibly childish and selfish. I cannot be held responsible for your life! I still care about you very much, but this whole thing hurts like a bitch and I really just need to tell you how things REALLY are.

Now, I'm tired of talking about SOME DAY being able to hang out together and get to be friends again. I'm  tired of hearing that you're doing everything you can to make me happy. The point is that it isn't working.

But most of all, I'm tired of feeling like this lack of romantic feeling is somehow my fault or your fault. The truth is, it isn't anyone's fault. It's just something that happened.

So, let me know when you're actually ready to form a friendship with me again. Because, until then, any romance that happens between us just feels like a lie.

Sincerely
Me