Magnificent Thoughts

FUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Stupidest shit I've ever heard. Who throws fits like this fucking bitch
wake everyone up for this shit
you were fine 10 minutes ago why are you throwing this fit now insulting me trying to fight
do you want to argue?
Yes you do
that's why you're talking like this no way to win it's all a disaster hate this
HATE THIS
FUCKING LAUNDRY
you're ridiculous
not even gonna bother no point no way to win
We had so much fun and you just have to ruin it why are you doing this what are you gonna do
don't feel safe with you
why all of a sudden
lunatic
gone off of medication?
Dad's doing something is he leaving what's gonna happen goddammit
shaking
trembling
don't want to be here
don't want to hear this
don't want to see it
what will happen to them
to us
what can i do
fear
just want to worry about college work boyfriend can't they solve things
I don't want to
IDON"T WANT TO
WHY IS SHE DOING THIS
CAN"T SHE BE NORMAL
CAN"T AFFORD TO CARE
i can't afford to care about her
it hurts too much
I'm afraid
she's cleaning again...........................................
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Is he gone? DOn't hear him...........
GOD SOMEONE HELP
he's still here
she needs medication but how we're broke
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I want to go to some far away place like the places that I write about...... I want to hug Rain..... curl up inside a coffin and cry........
The good mood is ruined..... And we were so happy before.... just half an hour ago..... But my mom just ruins everything..... just the same as bugs......justjustjustjust........
is she better now
gotten a hold of herself
i hope..........
maybe ill clean now....