Random Reflections

You know... I feel like I'm the only person in the world who can look at a mean person and feel sorry for them. Because I know there's more to their story. I know there's some bad things that have happened to them that have caused them to be that way. That's why I can never feel angry with anyone for very long- I can see their point-of-view. Unfortunately, not everyone extends the same courtesy to me. They are all so boxed up in their little worlds and their own feelings that they can't see anyone else's. Whenever I come off as harsh I'm just a bad person.

I hear about a lot of drama that goes on with other couples and I think, "How the fuck did that happen?" I think of my relationship with BF. We hardly have any problems. I think it's because whenever a problem comes up we let each other know. I won't let myself be wronged, so whenever I feel wronged or stepped on I bring it up.

I feel weird today..... I wanted to do something, but I couldn't think of anything to do. So all I ended up really doing is watching Ghost Adventures and eating out at Applebees. I think I'm just mentally exhausted. All I can think of that I really want to do, is sleep.