I'm a little obsessed but I swear I don't have a problem!!

Okay, maybe I do..... just a little? XDDDDD

I was just thinking about what sign Undertaker could possibly be. So I listed all the traits he has in common with different signs.


Cancer:

1. You may first come across him when he's laughing the "crazy lunar laugh." It's inescapably contagious. It runs up and down the scales with a deep, throaty undertone. It giggles and gurgles, then finally erupts in a loud cackle that sounds exactly like two hundred hens laying two hundred perfect eggs. In his life-of-the-party mood, youll have no trouble finding the Cancerian. Hell be the funniest one in the room, a laugh a minute. If he's not performing himself, then he'll be grinning at someone else's antics. No one likes a joke better than Cancer, and his funny side is all the more startling when it pops up so incongruously from his normally quiet, gentle personality. Lunar humor runs deep. It's never shallow or superficial, because it stems from the sensitive observation of human behavior. Cancer may not wear his lunar laugh every day, but he can always dig it out of his old trunk in the basement at a moment's notice.
Reaper's note: I think this one speaks for itself. XD

2. These people don't pant after the spotlight like the extro-verted Leos or-clownish Sagittarians, but Cancerians have an uncanny sense of publicity, when it pleases them to be noticed. Don't let that unassuming manner fool you. They secretly enjoy attention, and they'll soak up any headlines they get. You won't find Cancer pursuing fame with pas­sion (he pursues nothing with true passion), but he cer­tainly won't shrink from it. He's far more likely to bask in the reflected glow of applause than to run away. Cancer may hide from things, but you can be sure that apprecia­tion is not one of them.
RNe: He doesn't exactly seem bothered by Grell's appreciation after seeing his eyes.

3. Some of them are indisputably plump, but the great majority have a strikingly bony structure.
RN: This speaks for itself too~

4. A taciturn expert at circumlocution he is. A scatterbrain and a chatterbox he is not. Don't expect this man to bare his soul when he first meets you. Cancerians never confide in strangers, and there are certain things even their best friends don't know. It will take a long time and a fair amount of patience to really know him. If you catch him in one of his cantankerous moods, you may not be very anxious to really know him, but try again. Don't give up so easily.
RN: Nobody knows ANYTHING about him! DX!!!!


Libra:
1. Notice the entire effect of the face. It will always wear a markedly pleasant expression. Even when the Libran is angry, some­how he or she will manage to look mild, or at the very least, neutral. Venus voices are typically sweet and clear as a bell, and these people seldom raise them to a shrill or bellowing pitch. A Libran is the only person on earth who can say, "I hate you and I'm going to punch you in the nose," and sound as if he's reciting Browning's "How Do I Love Thee?"
RN: He never actually sounds or looks angry, even when he is. Like when he strangled Ciel in episode 6.

2. When the Libra scales are balanced, ifs utterly delightful, like meeting an angel from paradise. The problem is that fairy godmother. She keeps rapping one side of the scales with her wand and then the other, making Libra dip back and forth. She can't seem to make up her fickle mind whether she made a mistake or not, and she passed her indecision on to Librans.
RN: Dunno, this just seems to fit.


Scorpio:
1. Look at the eyes. They can be green, blue, brown or black, but they'll be piercing with hypnotic intensity. Most people feel nervous and ill at ease under Scorpio's steady gaze. You'll have to break the spell and look away first. He'll outstare you every time. It's a foolproof identifica­tion of the Pluto personality. Scorpio eyes bore deeply into you, mercilessly, as if they're penetrating your very soul. They are.
RN: This just seems to fit too XD

2. Next, listen to him speak. The tone can be velvety soft, husky or sharply cutting, the speech slow and measured or clipped and staccato, but what he says will never be self-effacing.
RN: He has never actually said anything about himself.

3. It's important to remember that there is a particular type of Scorpio who moves and speaks rather quickly, and appears to have an open, friendly manner. Look deeply into his eyes and really think about some of his past actions, his true behavior. He's really just playing a game with all his happy talk. Inside, he's as tough and determined as the more typical, poised Pluto people. Perhaps he's even a shade more dangerous because his disguise is better, and he fools you more easily. Start treating him as Chariie-nice-guy, who's completely harmless, and you may be courting some trouble. Be on guard with all Scorpios. I don't mean they're wicked. They're just not soft or naive. Some Scorpios, realizing that their eyes expose their inner intensity, wear sunglasses frequently, even at night.
RN: Unny isn't normally poised. He seems pretty happy.

Pisces:
1. You'll be impressed with the Piscean charm of manner and lazy good nature. He's indifferent to most limiting restrictions, if they don't rob him of his freedom to dream and feel his way through life. He's even more indifferent to insults, recriminations and other people's bristling opinions. Tell a Piscean that society is decadent, the gov­ernment is cracking, air pollution will put us all in our graves and the world is coming to a dead stop, and he'll yawn, or smile enchantingly, or look vaguely sympathetic. Very little will excite him to violent action or reaction. Of course, the fish is not completely bland. He does have a temper. When he's finally aroused, he can be bitingly sar­castic, with a clever, caustic tongue. Neptunians can lash their tails angrily and spill forth a torrent of nervous irritability, but the typical Pisces will normally take the path of least resistance, and the cool waters of Neptune continually wash away his anger.
RN: He's only gotten angry once since the start of the manga.

2. There's little worldly ambition in Neptune people. Most of them wouldn't give a minnow for rank, power or leader­ship, and wealth holds little attraction. Few Pisces people accumulate money by the bushel, unless they marry it or inherit it.
RN: self-explanatory

3. To every Pisces, from the fisherman on the wharf to the nurse in the children's hospital, life itself is a huge stage. In the reflective eye of the fish, the entire scene is elusive and fleeting. Knowing this, Neptunians accept most storms with tranquil equilibrium.

4. Pisces represents death and eternity. The fish is the twelfth sign, a composite of all that's gone before, and his nature is a blend of all the other signs, which is quite a lot to cope with. His surprising ability to organize and concentrate on detail which pops up now and then, as well as his gentleness, reflects his inner knowledge of the lessons of Virgo. His judgment is as fair and detached as that of Libra, and his love of pleasure is also purely Libran. Pisces people have the crazy sense of fun of Cancer, as well as both the Cancerian sympathy and crabbiness. They're sometimes full of the Sagittarian outspoken frankness and generosity, as fun-loving and outgoing as Leo, yet as devoted to duty as Capricorn, and often just as envious of social distinction. There may also be a smattering of the Saturnine melan­choly. Perhaps more than just a smattering. The fish can be as moody as a Moon child and as happy as a lion. He likes to tease and analyze in Aquarian fashion. He's often overflowing with Aries idealism and enthusiasm, but usually without the Mars drive. A Pisces person can zip around with Gemini quickness, talk just as fast and think just as cleverly. He can also be as lazy and peaceful as Taurus. He has the clever wit of Mercury and the soft grace of Venus, and he combines it with the mystic penetration of Scorpio, without the Scorpio's ruthlessness.
RN: Because he's this confusing XD

5. Humor is one of their secret weapons. Pisceans grin to cover unshed tears. They're masters of satire, and you may cringe from a bright remark thrown at you so casually that you're unable to pin down the exact meaning or the intent.
RN: He does stuff like this to Ciel a lot.

6. He sometimes feigns indifference. The impositions of those who would trample him force the fish to hide his true spirit.
RN: He often feigns indifference when it comes to Ciel.



Judging by all this I think he's a Cancer ascendant and sun. With some strong Pisces influences somewhere in his chart (Pisces moon maybe?). Damn... I wish Yana would tell us more! She just seems so unwilling to use him in her manga. What is she up to?

I've been way into astrology lately.

I've learned a lot about it. Like how you should not listen to just any astrologer because most of them are full of shit. But if you go to a good astrologer they will be able to tell you very accurate information! 

I've been using to learn about the people around me. It's helped me to understand people's motives. So I feel more understanding when Boyfriend sleeps all day one day and can't sit down the next- he's a leo with a gemini moon and ascendant (really weird cause he's inclined to be lazy and energetic both at once).

I understand myself a little better, too (but only a little!).

I'm kind of confused about Boyfriend... He should be very demanding and self-centered, but he isn't. Or at least he doesn't act that way. I'm a little worried that after we start living together and get married then he'll reveal this side of himself to me. And what if I'm not okay with it? What if he demands too much of me?

But there's no way I would call it quits just because of some astrology stuff. We'll never actually know if it will work until we do it. And he hasn't done very much to make me uncomfortable thus far...

So I guess we'll see what happens!

I had the weirdest/worst day!

I woke up on Thursday and started my period. So I took some ibuprofen and went to work. Work went as planned. After work I went to the store and bought craft supplies.
When I got home, I had to help my brother with a book report that was due the next day. We got to work immediately and began writing the report and drawing up the poster. In the middle of this, my parents decided to have a huge fight. My dad left the house and drove away leaving us to wonder when we would see him again. The book report was put on hold while I helped calm my mother down and clean the house and she poured her heart out to me.
I made squash and greenbeans with ham for dinner. Then my dad called and said he was coming home. He came home with a new dishwasher and vacuum cleaner.
My bro and I started working on the report again. My boyfriend called, and when I told him I was helping my brother with something he said to call him back. My brother and I finished the report and poster. He ate two creme-filled easter candy eggs (they were on sale that day!~ <3) and went to bed. I soon went to bed, too.
Then I realized I forgot to call my boyfriend back and got back up to find the phone. Suddenly I noticed my brother throwing up in our kitchen. He finished throwing up and then went and fell asleep in the chair. Not wanting my parents to wake up and freak out about the mess, I got a bunch of towels and cleaned up his bed where he had also thrown up and threw the towels in the laundry. Then I found the phone, called my boyfriend and unloaded the whole story.

Wow... now that I've written it all down I wonder if there was some supernatural force keeping me from panicking that day.

Oh, by the way, I think there was something wrong with the batch of creme eggs I got from the store! Because not only did my brother get sick after eating them, my mother and I both felt very nauseous. It was really an awful feeling... like a hand was clenched around some organ in my body.

Random

I would give just about anything to just take boyfriend and run away somewhere quiet where we're alone...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................


If you were born on March 13, this is your forecast for the year ahead: 

Your Birthday Forecast - March 13 - Your Birthday Forecast - March 13 - You’ll find joy in the simple things this year, thanks to your spirit guide, the Hummingbird. Your search for a more fulfilling and financially rewarding job will finally pay off when you encounter two promising opportunities for advancement over the next three months. If you include others in your spiritual practices, you’ll all gain greater wisdom. Quit ignoring a health problem; seeking the help of a professional may lead to instant resolution. Adopt red as your power color and add it to your wardrobe and decor to manifest greater health, confidence and success. The writer within you will emerge and start on a novel or poetry collection as an outlet for some deep emotions. To cultivate greater intimacy, make a commitment to share more openly and honestly with your partner. If you’re single, now's the time to focus on spiritual ways to attract the relationship of your dreams. Your lucky months are May and July. Your lucky numbers are 3, 13, 20, 25, 37 and 41.

Rant

Gawd I'm so depressed!

My boyfriend has these severe dental and dermatological issues and, over the past 10 years that he's had these problems, his parents have just refused to fix them! They always make excuses about how they don't have the money. You had the money for new cars, lawn mowers, a grill, supplies to build whole buildings on your property, so guess what- you could have fucking found the money!

I have tried bringing this up to boyfriend over the years we've been together, but he just always buys into their "We don't have the money," crap. As a result he's under the impression that it's okay to ignore your health issues even if they're painful and make you feel bad about yourself.

Well, fine. If they won't fix it then I sure as hell will! I'll be saving up for a while, though. So in the mean time I'll see if I can get him to try some other methods...

Things I have to do before I die

 1. Make love to the song "Killing Loneliness" By H.I.M.
 2. Eat a whole pie by myself with a spoon
 3. Lay/sleep in a coffin
 4. Pull a prank
 5. Get drunk
 6. Make a meme
 7. Go ghost hunting
 8. Make contact using a Ouija board
 9. Go to London
10. Make and sell something
11. Get 100 followers on blogger
12. Wander in a graveyard after dark
13. Make bone-shaped cookies
14. Make a giant pot of soup without using pasta.
15. Leave up Halloween decorations all year long.
16. Own a haunted doll.
17. Dress as mad hatter
18. Cosplay as Undertaker
19. Swim with Whales and/or Dolphins
20. Make home-made chocolates
21. Break lots of glass things
22. Cut things with a scythe
21. Cover a room in glow-in-the-dark stars
22. Bake a cake for a very old person and actually put the full number of candles on top (ex: 91 candles for a 91-year-old person)
23. Make icecream.
24. Make butter.
25. Make whole-wheat bread.

To Be Continued...

I'm a bad person

Gawd...

I just have so many mixed feelings about this weekend.

My brother and his wife just had their baby a few hours ago, so we're going to go see the baby... But the problem is that I had already made plans with my friend to go to her house. She was so excited and I had to cancel :c And because I didn't tell her in time she couldn't go with her family to the azalea festival! D: So right now I feel a lot like scum.